Monday, October 27, 2014

Friday, October 24, 2014

Farewell Oma ...

The saddest thing of being away is that I could not be there when I wanted it the most. No more orchid on (grand)mother's day. No more smile ... God, how I hate my PhD right now.

I know this is for the best. I know I could do nothing. But I hate for not seeing her for the last time.

And I know playing sad music does not really help. But I just want to cry. alone. without anyone asking me how I feel.


"... What does that mean-- 'tame'?" asked the Little Prince. "It is an act too often neglected," said the fox. ...