Tuesday, December 02, 2014


Saat lelah melangkah 
ingin rasanya berhenti 
Pada ruang bernama rumah
pada tempat berlabuhnya hati

Kini kembali itu masih bukan di sini

Wednesday, November 19, 2014


I'd been living in seven houses in the last 5 years, excluding places for my field work. I guess it's time to settle down. To love and to stay rather than to love and to be away. Despite I am not a novel in moving, the sadness is always there ...

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Move On

I am not sure how long it's going to take to move on ... To be all right again in the new place. I am on my denial phase. I have not start packing despite the date is getting closer. I don't know how to feel. I know I am going to be okay. I just don't know when.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014


I won't come in,
if you don't let me in

Saturday, November 08, 2014

Pembimbing Ganteng

Entah kenapa dunia jadi cerah ceria kalau ketemu dia dan mendengar kata-kata, "hi Yuti." Somehow, my name sounded more beautiful. 

Anak bimbingan dudul :D

Monday, October 27, 2014


Do we still have a chance to make it work?

Friday, October 24, 2014

Farewell Oma ...

The saddest thing of being away is that I could not be there when I wanted it the most. No more orchid on (grand)mother's day. No more smile ... God, how I hate my PhD right now.

I know this is for the best. I know I could do nothing. But I hate for not seeing her for the last time.

And I know playing sad music does not really help. But I just want to cry. alone. without anyone asking me how I feel.