Wednesday, November 19, 2014


I'd been living in seven houses in the last 5 years, excluding places for my field work. I guess it's time to settle down. To love and to stay rather than to love and to be away. Despite I am not a novel in moving, the sadness is always there ...

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Move On

I am not sure how long it's going to take to move on ... To be all right again in the new place. I am on my denial phase. I have not start packing despite the date is getting closer. I don't know how to feel. I know I am going to be okay. I just don't know when.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014


I won't come in,
if you don't let me in

Saturday, November 08, 2014

Pembimbing Ganteng

Entah kenapa dunia jadi cerah ceria kalau ketemu dia dan mendengar kata-kata, "hi Yuti." Somehow, my name sounded more beautiful. 

Anak bimbingan dudul :D

Monday, October 27, 2014


Do we still have a chance to make it work?

Friday, October 24, 2014

Farewell Oma ...

The saddest thing of being away is that I could not be there when I wanted it the most. No more orchid on (grand)mother's day. No more smile ... God, how I hate my PhD right now.

I know this is for the best. I know I could do nothing. But I hate for not seeing her for the last time.

And I know playing sad music does not really help. But I just want to cry. alone. without anyone asking me how I feel.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

When PhD is not fun anymore ...

... it means it's time to end it